Darling, don't go
i beg you girl, don't leave me

8:00 AM

Taylor Swift - Never Grow Up
Your little hands wrapped around my finger
And it's so quiet in the world tonight
Your little eyelids flutter 'cause you're dreaming
So I tuck you in, turn on your favorite night light

To you, everything's funny
You got nothing to regret
I'd give all I have, honey
If you could stay like that

Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple

I won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
No, no one will desert you
Just try to never grow up, never grow up

You're in the car on the way to the movies
And you're mortified your mom's dropping you off
At 14, there's just so much you can't do
And you can't wait to move out someday and call your own shots

But don't make her drop you off around the block
Remember that she's getting older, too
And don't lose the way that you dance around
In your PJs getting ready for school

Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple

No one's ever burned you
Nothing's ever left you scarred
And even though you want to
Just try to never grow up

Take pictures in your mind of your childhood room
Memorize what it sounded like when your dad gets home
Remember the footsteps, remember the words said
And all your little brother's favorite songs

I just realized everything I have
Is someday gonna be gone

So here I am in my new apartment
In a big city, they just dropped me off
It's so much colder than I thought it would be
So I tuck myself in and turn my night light on

Wish I'd never grown up
I wish I'd never grown up

Oh, I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up
Could still be little
Oh, I don't wanna grow up, wish I'd never grown up
It could still be simple

Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
Just stay this little
Oh, darling, don't you ever grow up, don't you ever grow up
It could stay this simple

Won't let nobody hurt you
Won't let no one break your heart
And even through to you want to
Please try to never grow up

Don't you ever grow up
(Never grow up)
Just never grow up


Wished I lived
in these moments
wished I can enjoy these forever;
that we won't grow up at all (:

But I know,
the world's not that simple
there's like many meanders in the long road ahead of us

Still, I hope,
we can last til' forever;
and we'll cherish each other more and

see each other's smiles,
hear each other's laughter,
feel each other's heartbeat;

even more so,
as we grow up <3
8:02 AM
I feel a bit weird :/

Haha dk why maybe april fool's tomorrow, or i have a bad throat and sat have to do performance ahh gg or maybe it's just me haha :D idk any advice to stop a sore throatt?

And i feel like i've been uber slacking all the time rawr :/ like all the homework i was supposed to do i end up doing only a bit then the rest i go do at school i feel damn fail ahh. uh need to get my record straight but my computer is like damn tempting :/// should i just lock it away for a while and get used to doing homework or smth rawrrrrrr

and any songsss that i can play for guitar? :D i can play ac2 theme songg for it haha but that's all uh hope can play more in the future haha
5:32 AM
:D

uh yeahhh 4th week (3rd week actually) and tomorroww is the stupid math testt rawrrr :/ idl matrices and random algebra questions that you don't even know the answer tooooo. so wish me luck :D haha i don't think i'll get very high marks for this time round.

and projectsssssssss this year freakin busyy :/ like here and there got homework homework. only today don't have homework, and tmrw is the test ._. how convenient. rawrrrr
7:34 AM
:D yayy another post

haha i think i fail at starting a new year cause i always end up losing stuff in this case my pencil box which is stuck in black box. inside got all my pens and stuff rawrrr :/ suckss have to go next time got pailian or wtv

uhm so yeah i think imma fail my math and stuff cause i can't seem to do :/ and i always find myself halfsleeping in class uhm i must keep awakee rawrr but only way to do that is to sleep 24 hours or smth so i can have jingsheng :D

rawrr yeap so in conclusion i have to sleepp earllyyy :D uhhm i'm sorry idk what to post but i guess i neeed to replenish my sleep so i'm going to sleep now haha yeahh byee :D
7:43 AM
i don't need facebook statuses to write to you;

uhm, hello. It's been over a year and a quarter (ahhh weird phrasing) since we first met somewhere in somerset so yeahhh so long already :D uh i just wrote this to let out my feelings mhm if you're wondering why i so randomly wrote this. Also you chao-ed me to go post so yeahh i hope this post can cut it :D. uh just to let you know that i'll never leave you (: but the only thing i fear is you leaving me, (so don't leave me, okay?)

oh and please don't hide away your feelings from me okay ): i always can find a way to help you so don't keep to yourself. i'm here for a reason okayy, and not to let you suffer in silence (yay alliteration :D uh wtv haha) so mhm try not to do that to me blehh okayy?

you know what's my underlying wish every 11.11 i chance upon? to stay by your side forever so i can always be there, and accompany you (: and the best part about this wish is that it'll come true sooner or later ♥
3:08 AM
Day Ten: One confession

Actually confession has a lot of meanings so i won't be confessing to anyone today cause i already had enough confessions for my life already :)
So uh yeah I just want to say that at times i may not practice what i preach, may act like a jerk, asshole, whatever; may neglect other people in the course of satisfying myself, a total bitch at times, and that i'm not perfect :/ I'm sorry, especially to you, for not being the person you want me to be.
8:11 AM
Day Eight: Three turn-ons

1. Chio hahah :D
2. Smileyy
3. Similaritiess :DD

Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now

1. :D
2. :DDDDD