Luckily having sabs with Jeffery, Junyingg and a random guy (desmond) wasn't that bad at all. Their yanchu was like, super funny lulz. junyingg was emoing around and keep xiaochang-ing, and when he got punched by jeffery, he like, dragged himself to the backstage. hahahahh.

Our yanchu wasn't that bad at all, though I screwed up "好玩" and other stuff. lulz. I pride myself for not screwing in the raokouling, but everyone else didn't. bleah.

Today I got pwnt in soccer. D:< (don't wanna talk about it)

It's been months, but I really feel a longing dislike for people who bitch (extensively) and whine to people about some other people. I mean, I also would not like the guy who the person bitches about, but I don't express it that loudly. Not that I'm against bitching or anything, it's just, uhm, an overdose of bitching I dislike.

And I am really tired of putting on a facade of extreme happiness/optimism whenver I have no emotion at all. Note that I don't hide my true emotions, I just force myself to be happy at almost all the time. But if I'm down, I'm down, and there's nothing changing that. It's just that, I really feel weak and tired when I settle in to bed and reflect upon the stuff I do. And I find myself not talking during the morning bus trips to hci. ._.

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Luckily having sabs with Jeffery, Junyingg and a random guy (desmond) wasn't that bad at all. Their yanchu was like, super funny lulz. junyingg was emoing around and keep xiaochang-ing, and when he got punched by jeffery, he like, dragged himself to the backstage. hahahahh.

Our yanchu wasn't that bad at all, though I screwed up "好玩" and other stuff. lulz. I pride myself for not screwing in the raokouling, but everyone else didn't. bleah.

Today I got pwnt in soccer. D:< (don't wanna talk about it)

It's been months, but I really feel a longing dislike for people who bitch (extensively) and whine to people about some other people. I mean, I also would not like the guy who the person bitches about, but I don't express it that loudly. Not that I'm against bitching or anything, it's just, uhm, an overdose of bitching I dislike.

And I am really tired of putting on a facade of extreme happiness/optimism whenver I have no emotion at all. Note that I don't hide my true emotions, I just force myself to be happy at almost all the time. But if I'm down, I'm down, and there's nothing changing that. It's just that, I really feel weak and tired when I settle in to bed and reflect upon the stuff I do. And I find myself not talking during the morning bus trips to hci. ._.