Darling, don't go
i beg you girl, don't leave me

4:34 AM
I feel like getting this off my chest for quite a while.
You know, it's goddamn pissing when you feel like you're over par, you're always under average from the rest of the rat race, and you can't do anything to change it. I feel like one of them. Hell, I accepted this fact long ago. But it's always irritating you know. Haha, I can use this as a metaphor: you're the cheese rings, the side dish in Swensen's. You're never the main course, the fish & chips, nor are you the dessert. You're just a goddamn sideshow, nothing to be proud of.

It's not that I don't like it, it's just the fact that people don't treat you okay. They pull down your dreams, they drain you of hope, even though it'll sound exaggerating, it's true. Those people are the critics. Either they are too conceited with their own acheivements or they just dislike people from getting the glory. Other people'll just shun you like some toy... fun after a while, and you throw you away like some thrash. Funny how this fits the psychology of people. I don't want to just be some random person who can be a temporary toy, I want to be a staple, someone who actually makes an impact on my friends, my environment, my family, and not someone who fades into the shadows soon.

Another thing is to note, why the hate all around? People are people. They're unique, that's what make them individualistic. So what if you feel that Person A is different from Person B, there's nothing wrong with that! Yet, people manage to perceive difference = outcast = therefore a person to be hated. I mean, c'mon! You're equally alien to that person too. These people who develop hate relationships based on differences alone are just plain stupid and unable to think outside of the shell. They'll not get far in life, too. Sigh, done with my ranting. :| Bleh ignore if you can, but I think it really gives a lot of details and advise you on how to befriend a person. Most of all, you are never too late to gai3 guo4 zi4 xin1, and see through your clouded thoughts. Just follow what your heart desires (a bit corny) and you'll get there.
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